today i so tired in the shop and i almost sleep in the shop and today don't know why i am so bur...
bur to do everythings...
this afternoon, one of the customer come back and say, "i think you count wrongly, i count it does not until RM30++, only RM20++, can you count again?" angela and i count it again and again but the customer still not believe until we use the calculate to count it again one by one to let her see, only then she take her things and leave her shop. i think she is a india from west malaysia, why i say that cause in west malaysia's things not so expensive, though you buy little things not till so expensive; things is just what i think lol...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
happy's day
the early of this morning i just dream about him in the same class with me, just sit far from me lol; then the morning around 7am something i saw him in bethany home... Wahwahwah...what the heaven i am in wawhaha... :P
still remember how shy he lot at me, maybe he scared of me, haih... i saw him then i stand still like kena electric like that totally dun knw how to continue...few second later only then i say in heart his is back. not even my mum and sis know about it. but he look like meeting gos running away...so kesian la i...am i so urgy until u need to running away; but its also good if not i really dun knw what to do next. really really really happy, i must enjoy this few days cause he is going back soon then we will go our separt way...i know it is imporsible but i just dun wan to letting go think that like that is so difficult for me to do, i might hire myself or even play around the others guy's relationship (hurting others guy). because of him i think i am not as beauty as my mum and dad say. can say he treating me like that hurt me a lot but i cant even let go of him. i miss him a lot. and i know i need to control my attitude and my heart. so... :) i will gambatte too...
today is the last day to working and the very happy day to working....cause i 'll going to end my hell life, wahahaha... :P
still remember how shy he lot at me, maybe he scared of me, haih... i saw him then i stand still like kena electric like that totally dun knw how to continue...few second later only then i say in heart his is back. not even my mum and sis know about it. but he look like meeting gos running away...so kesian la i...am i so urgy until u need to running away; but its also good if not i really dun knw what to do next. really really really happy, i must enjoy this few days cause he is going back soon then we will go our separt way...i know it is imporsible but i just dun wan to letting go think that like that is so difficult for me to do, i might hire myself or even play around the others guy's relationship (hurting others guy). because of him i think i am not as beauty as my mum and dad say. can say he treating me like that hurt me a lot but i cant even let go of him. i miss him a lot. and i know i need to control my attitude and my heart. so... :) i will gambatte too...
today is the last day to working and the very happy day to working....cause i 'll going to end my hell life, wahahaha... :P
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
我始终对他还有感觉。
我今天偷偷的去看他在那里的生活，我看见他很开心， 很开心。
当我看见他时， 心跳还是会跳的很快；看见他很享受他的生活。
所以我也跟自己说我也要过得好好的， 不然就赢不起了；我要让他知道没有她我也会很好。
有时候，我会想他是不是觉得我很主动？我也想被动啊！可能我太期待了所以变成主动咯！
他始终没有反应，还是不理我，不管我很努力的要联系他。......
我始终对他还有感觉。心里还是会跳的很快当我看见他时。虽然说我很开心跟他一块， 但他老是要把人拒于千里之外。我很想放去，可就放不下。有个时期我没有想他因为我很努力的做多多事情来忘记他。我不知道这是不是我真的爱上他，还是只是欣赏把了，我很矛盾，可我又天天想念他没有一天会忘记他。就算我忘了他的长像，始终忘不了他的名字，有时还会叫错名子还好他的名字很容易让人误会，所以朋友都不知道这事。
其实这两年来还是有男生的追求， 但我拒绝因为还没测地的把他给忘了，也不想伤害别人。
他人的追求只会让我玩弄他人。所以我决定了要是真有人在追求我，我会答应他，这样就不会白费青春了。白白的等他干麻，倒不如过个多姿多彩的生活。就这么说定吧！ ^^ :)
当我看见他时， 心跳还是会跳的很快；看见他很享受他的生活。
所以我也跟自己说我也要过得好好的， 不然就赢不起了；我要让他知道没有她我也会很好。
有时候，我会想他是不是觉得我很主动？我也想被动啊！可能我太期待了所以变成主动咯！
他始终没有反应，还是不理我，不管我很努力的要联系他。......
我始终对他还有感觉。心里还是会跳的很快当我看见他时。虽然说我很开心跟他一块， 但他老是要把人拒于千里之外。我很想放去，可就放不下。有个时期我没有想他因为我很努力的做多多事情来忘记他。我不知道这是不是我真的爱上他，还是只是欣赏把了，我很矛盾，可我又天天想念他没有一天会忘记他。就算我忘了他的长像，始终忘不了他的名字，有时还会叫错名子还好他的名字很容易让人误会，所以朋友都不知道这事。
其实这两年来还是有男生的追求， 但我拒绝因为还没测地的把他给忘了，也不想伤害别人。
他人的追求只会让我玩弄他人。所以我决定了要是真有人在追求我，我会答应他，这样就不会白费青春了。白白的等他干麻，倒不如过个多姿多彩的生活。就这么说定吧！ ^^ :)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Adventurous and memorable life..
the PALM READING quiz
the result: Adventurous and memorable life..
Your hands tell you that you will live an adventurous and memorable life in which you travel to exotic places, bond with people from different cultural backgrounds and constantly develop new perspectives towards life. Your life is a story book that is no short of drama and pleasant surprises.
This is what i get MEN!!! and i had think of traveling too...
the result: Adventurous and memorable life..
Your hands tell you that you will live an adventurous and memorable life in which you travel to exotic places, bond with people from different cultural backgrounds and constantly develop new perspectives towards life. Your life is a story book that is no short of drama and pleasant surprises.
This is what i get MEN!!! and i had think of traveling too...
Monday, June 8, 2009
8/6/07
Morning:
lalalalalala.....new days start...and Training days end on friday...yoyoyo... :P
Night:
that night i went out by my own with out my very best baddy. my daddy and mammy not allow me to Cycling outside by myself, and say: "Kid not listening oh" then i answer: "i am not a Kid" then i just cycle out with out listening to their opinion. Off course my mum not happy about it. but then they found out i am safe and fast coming back then my dad didn't say anything just mum not happy. i am sorry mum and dad made you both worry.
dun know why when i alone outside i would not so childish but in front of them i love to be a childish letting them worry about me.
lalalalalala.....new days start...and Training days end on friday...yoyoyo... :P
Night:
that night i went out by my own with out my very best baddy. my daddy and mammy not allow me to Cycling outside by myself, and say: "Kid not listening oh" then i answer: "i am not a Kid" then i just cycle out with out listening to their opinion. Off course my mum not happy about it. but then they found out i am safe and fast coming back then my dad didn't say anything just mum not happy. i am sorry mum and dad made you both worry.
dun know why when i alone outside i would not so childish but in front of them i love to be a childish letting them worry about me.
7/6/09
night:
hui li, hui ping and i when to traffic garden for cycling, around 7-8 we went to kenyalang by cycling then we have our snacks there.
hui li, hui ping and i when to traffic garden for cycling, around 7-8 we went to kenyalang by cycling then we have our snacks there.
6/6/09
Morning :
that morning i woke up around 8am somethings, then i am still thinking wan to go breakfast or not, while i thinking this one of my very best fren in kuching sms me and ask me go breakfast with her and then go make hair. Wow that is what i am think wan to do or not so just ask someone say when u msg some1 to go someway maybe u were encourage that person to do somethings that in her/his heart wan to do but...
that morning i also very blur lol cause i broke pastor's fish house...so sad till now i can't even found the same house back for the fish hope i can found it lol...if not this few days i not need have a peacefel life.
Afternoon:
After breakfast i follow the fren to repairing her car air-con then we went to make our new look...
while we make the new look i really think that what will i look after this, really cant wait to see what am i look like...erm till now i am still happy about the new look although not really what i wan it to be...but really thanks God for this very chance to change my look.
that morning i woke up around 8am somethings, then i am still thinking wan to go breakfast or not, while i thinking this one of my very best fren in kuching sms me and ask me go breakfast with her and then go make hair. Wow that is what i am think wan to do or not so just ask someone say when u msg some1 to go someway maybe u were encourage that person to do somethings that in her/his heart wan to do but...
that morning i also very blur lol cause i broke pastor's fish house...so sad till now i can't even found the same house back for the fish hope i can found it lol...if not this few days i not need have a peacefel life.
Afternoon:
After breakfast i follow the fren to repairing her car air-con then we went to make our new look...
while we make the new look i really think that what will i look after this, really cant wait to see what am i look like...erm till now i am still happy about the new look although not really what i wan it to be...but really thanks God for this very chance to change my look.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Fear to face the days
Days passing by, nada happen to me;
People around me one by one go theirs way;
Relative one by one growth up and became someone i dun even know;
Friends started to live their news life.
The tree growth older and oldest and die;
The flower growth more and more and more;
The Wind became more stronger and stronger till brow away the others things;
The air became more dirty and dirty because of the things, made by human beings;
The nature become poor and poor till no one can have their life in there.
The strong waiting to see the weak fall;
The strong waiting to see the weak sad;
The strong waiting to pull off the weak;
The strong waiting to see the weak in trouble.
Virus run into the air;
Smoke fly around the air;
UV stab people's skin;
UV damage the atmosphere.
Hour by hours...
Day by days...
Year by years...
The nature became empty.
People around me one by one go theirs way;
Relative one by one growth up and became someone i dun even know;
Friends started to live their news life.
The tree growth older and oldest and die;
The flower growth more and more and more;
The Wind became more stronger and stronger till brow away the others things;
The air became more dirty and dirty because of the things, made by human beings;
The nature become poor and poor till no one can have their life in there.
The strong waiting to see the weak fall;
The strong waiting to see the weak sad;
The strong waiting to pull off the weak;
The strong waiting to see the weak in trouble.
Virus run into the air;
Smoke fly around the air;
UV stab people's skin;
UV damage the atmosphere.
Hour by hours...
Day by days...
Year by years...
The nature became empty.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
4 June
this morning so sleepy....
erm the early in the morning i had send a msg to him again but i just say hi, gud morning with one :)
today i sen like some bad things will happen to me like that, this early in the morning our queen was in bad mood. so i thinks better be gud in the eyes of others.
i am so surprise that My ex-supervisory as help from me. erm... Gud things coming coming...bad things go go. i know she just need help only ma if not she would not as a person which in her mind is so disturbing and discourage, troblesom & no mind.
any way just pray that this company will continue have gud things happen now and forever even i am not in this company. i also pray that the relationship that others company dun have but this company will have it, when people see it they know they are God's Disciples and they continue love one another just as the word of the Lord had say in John 13:34,35. no matter who they are and who they were and what they have; they will share to each others. i pray in jesus name, Amen!!!!!
erm the early in the morning i had send a msg to him again but i just say hi, gud morning with one :)
today i sen like some bad things will happen to me like that, this early in the morning our queen was in bad mood. so i thinks better be gud in the eyes of others.
i am so surprise that My ex-supervisory as help from me. erm... Gud things coming coming...bad things go go. i know she just need help only ma if not she would not as a person which in her mind is so disturbing and discourage, troblesom & no mind.
any way just pray that this company will continue have gud things happen now and forever even i am not in this company. i also pray that the relationship that others company dun have but this company will have it, when people see it they know they are God's Disciples and they continue love one another just as the word of the Lord had say in John 13:34,35. no matter who they are and who they were and what they have; they will share to each others. i pray in jesus name, Amen!!!!!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
few day not coming in cause lazy lol...erm...but this few day i told lot of pic next time i 'll posting out lol...but need to wait until my laptop no more penyakit la...hahaha...so happy...cause last two day no working ma and soon finish my job and start a new life. i love new life and new situation and new time, new people. maybe others may think i got many boyfriend because i love new's....but if talk about boyfriend i really will choose and must be some1 attacted me...like some1 had some talent in the way that i like mostly is some1 who know how to play bass guitar and really had talent in it. if that person i choose not like me, i 'll not give up and continue like him until he really hire himself from me, then i 'll just let him go fizikally but in my heart and mind he never been forgotten by me.. he forever in my deeper place.
when i think about him, might hav little pain in heart, but i 'll try to do lot of things such as study reading to forgot that pain. still remember when he 1st step stepping in the airport to furture study at others site of malaysia, i paksa myself not to sent him and just do lot of work until i very upset that didn't sent him...and ever don't have the change again. and every time is he lived 1st then i lived so i always feel the pain by myself lol...
talk about him i had lot of things to talk and i never dun know what to say about...
i started to feel bored here now and lonely to working here...dun know why every way sure had people misunderstanding me when they understanding me they will think that i am ok...when i was primary 4,5,6 i dun have a friend in class always alone, and one of them really dun like me cause i wear a unnormally cermin mata last time they always ketawa at me, till the last day of primary 6 the person who really dun like me found that actually i am good in something that she don't even have so we be friend in the end. but just friend for 1 day cause after that she go her way i go my way. no more meet up. i think even we meet out one day she may remember me but i dun think i remember he face LOL. cause i never change since 6 years old.
and one time is when i was From 4 & 5 the gurl really dun like me always flight with me and really bad (i mean in relationship between she and me lol), but in the end we still can be friends LOL...now i face the same problem in my work place and my pra-U...but in my pra-U i dun even really know who the one really dun like me cause quite a lot i think. they may not acting out maybe they hire in the heart, even maybe they are my lecturer i also dun know. it just like a crust since young i face it. that y i love to have a new's life, things, peoples...places...friends...i never belong a things for long time lol... sad... :'(
when i think about him, might hav little pain in heart, but i 'll try to do lot of things such as study reading to forgot that pain. still remember when he 1st step stepping in the airport to furture study at others site of malaysia, i paksa myself not to sent him and just do lot of work until i very upset that didn't sent him...and ever don't have the change again. and every time is he lived 1st then i lived so i always feel the pain by myself lol...
talk about him i had lot of things to talk and i never dun know what to say about...
i started to feel bored here now and lonely to working here...dun know why every way sure had people misunderstanding me when they understanding me they will think that i am ok...when i was primary 4,5,6 i dun have a friend in class always alone, and one of them really dun like me cause i wear a unnormally cermin mata last time they always ketawa at me, till the last day of primary 6 the person who really dun like me found that actually i am good in something that she don't even have so we be friend in the end. but just friend for 1 day cause after that she go her way i go my way. no more meet up. i think even we meet out one day she may remember me but i dun think i remember he face LOL. cause i never change since 6 years old.
and one time is when i was From 4 & 5 the gurl really dun like me always flight with me and really bad (i mean in relationship between she and me lol), but in the end we still can be friends LOL...now i face the same problem in my work place and my pra-U...but in my pra-U i dun even really know who the one really dun like me cause quite a lot i think. they may not acting out maybe they hire in the heart, even maybe they are my lecturer i also dun know. it just like a crust since young i face it. that y i love to have a new's life, things, peoples...places...friends...i never belong a things for long time lol... sad... :'(
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