happy's day

the early of this morning i just dream about him in the same class with me, just sit far from me lol; then the morning around 7am something i saw him in bethany home... Wahwahwah...what the heaven i am in wawhaha... :P

still remember how shy he lot at me, maybe he scared of me, haih... i saw him then i stand still like kena electric like that totally dun knw how to continue...few second later only then i say in heart his is back. not even my mum and sis know about it. but he look like meeting gos running away...so kesian la i...am i so urgy until u need to running away; but its also good if not i really dun knw what to do next. really really really happy, i must enjoy this few days cause he is going back soon then we will go our separt way...i know it is imporsible but i just dun wan to letting go think that like that is so difficult for me to do, i might hire myself or even play around the others guy's relationship (hurting others guy). because of him i think i am not as beauty as my mum and dad say. can say he treating me like that hurt me a lot but i cant even let go of him. i miss him a lot. and i know i need to control my attitude and my heart. so... :) i will gambatte too...

today is the last day to working and the very happy day to working....cause i 'll going to end my hell life, wahahaha... :P