few day not coming in cause lazy lol...erm...but this few day i told lot of pic next time i 'll posting out lol...but need to wait until my laptop no more penyakit la...hahaha...so happy...cause last two day no working ma and soon finish my job and start a new life. i love new life and new situation and new time, new people. maybe others may think i got many boyfriend because i love new's....but if talk about boyfriend i really will choose and must be some1 attacted me...like some1 had some talent in the way that i like mostly is some1 who know how to play bass guitar and really had talent in it. if that person i choose not like me, i 'll not give up and continue like him until he really hire himself from me, then i 'll just let him go fizikally but in my heart and mind he never been forgotten by me.. he forever in my deeper place.

when i think about him, might hav little pain in heart, but i 'll try to do lot of things such as study reading to forgot that pain. still remember when he 1st step stepping in the airport to furture study at others site of malaysia, i paksa myself not to sent him and just do lot of work until i very upset that didn't sent him...and ever don't have the change again. and every time is he lived 1st then i lived so i always feel the pain by myself lol...

talk about him i had lot of things to talk and i never dun know what to say about...

i started to feel bored here now and lonely to working here...dun know why every way sure had people misunderstanding me when they understanding me they will think that i am ok...when i was primary 4,5,6 i dun have a friend in class always alone, and one of them really dun like me cause i wear a unnormally cermin mata last time they always ketawa at me, till the last day of primary 6 the person who really dun like me found that actually i am good in something that she don't even have so we be friend in the end. but just friend for 1 day cause after that she go her way i go my way. no more meet up. i think even we meet out one day she may remember me but i dun think i remember he face LOL. cause i never change since 6 years old.

and one time is when i was From 4 & 5 the gurl really dun like me always flight with me and really bad (i mean in relationship between she and me lol), but in the end we still can be friends LOL...now i face the same problem in my work place and my pra-U...but in my pra-U i dun even really know who the one really dun like me cause quite a lot i think. they may not acting out maybe they hire in the heart, even maybe they are my lecturer i also dun know. it just like a crust since young i face it. that y i love to have a new's life, things, peoples...places...friends...i never belong a things for long time lol... sad... :'(