today can say i am just come back alive from death cause started last Friday i started to fever until yesterday i really tired and headache, and others sickness come to visit me also...i really dun like sickness but thanks God i am ok ordy.
i also want to thanks God because of this fever i learn:
- need to drink more water and sleep more
- need to read more bible and study about it
- need to pray more and love God more...
this is what i want to share...i really had the feeling of arise from death
Thursday, September 10, 2009
ahhhh....hhhh
ahhhh... i almost become crazy, MUET is coming soon only have 4 time tuition and one month study how can i prepared. even if i can do it i dun think i can get 3B men!!! i really cant even think about it...lol...
ahhhh... this semester i use lot of money in my cosmetic cause need to make-up to class if not RM5 per time been catch hoh... u know i dun like to make-up last day got lecturer disipling come to our class i almost been catch MEN!! if been catch, i need to say byebye to RM5 lol.
ahhh...i still left RM... lol...but i say this semester dun want to get money from mum oh... hope that i will not asking money from mumy again she is tired also...
i know every one say study is like that, got lot of quiz and quiz; lot of assignment and assignment but i am just diploma MEN!!! its difficult for me to catch up so fast MEN!!! some more i dun really love to do lot of things in a days... i love to enjoy my day slowly to do things per day...
haih...no more the chance to slowly la...i need to gambatte...cause exam and mid-term is coming soon...
but really wanna to thanks God because he take away my worry and put peace into my heart even my sickness he take away cause he love me... when i ask for help, he help me up... i also wanna to say that he is my strength and he give me strength when i calling up to him... he is real in my jurnal of life... i know i still have lot of home work to do but he always there with me... i just need to gambatte in myself and learn to be in group with others aldol i dun like it. but i know its important to do that...
lot of lot of word wanna say, cause i think i fall in love with him lol... because he is my helper lol... he fill me when i am weak. when i was dry, he pour water upon me; when i am thristy, he gave me water; when i am lated to class, he prepared a car for me. when i worried, he took away my worry and put it upon himself. when i sad, he wap away my tears...i think i fall in love with him much much lol...
ahhhh... this semester i use lot of money in my cosmetic cause need to make-up to class if not RM5 per time been catch hoh... u know i dun like to make-up last day got lecturer disipling come to our class i almost been catch MEN!! if been catch, i need to say byebye to RM5 lol.
ahhh...i still left RM... lol...but i say this semester dun want to get money from mum oh... hope that i will not asking money from mumy again she is tired also...
i know every one say study is like that, got lot of quiz and quiz; lot of assignment and assignment but i am just diploma MEN!!! its difficult for me to catch up so fast MEN!!! some more i dun really love to do lot of things in a days... i love to enjoy my day slowly to do things per day...
haih...no more the chance to slowly la...i need to gambatte...cause exam and mid-term is coming soon...
but really wanna to thanks God because he take away my worry and put peace into my heart even my sickness he take away cause he love me... when i ask for help, he help me up... i also wanna to say that he is my strength and he give me strength when i calling up to him... he is real in my jurnal of life... i know i still have lot of home work to do but he always there with me... i just need to gambatte in myself and learn to be in group with others aldol i dun like it. but i know its important to do that...
lot of lot of word wanna say, cause i think i fall in love with him lol... because he is my helper lol... he fill me when i am weak. when i was dry, he pour water upon me; when i am thristy, he gave me water; when i am lated to class, he prepared a car for me. when i worried, he took away my worry and put it upon himself. when i sad, he wap away my tears...i think i fall in love with him much much lol...
haih...
ya...i am tired every day every week...but i still wan to serve my lord even i am half death...
since start class i am starting a new life...it so busy and busy like a mesin never stop doing work. daily must have some special and must have quiz and assignment...
this few day i become more and more lazy, i started late to class. like today class started at 7:30am i woke up 7am...reached class 7:45am nasib my lecturer is not in yet...
i become more and more lazy to do homework and online even study...now my life is watching TV, sleeping, eating, going class...that it...even online i also lazy to do...
i am tired to do my study, if the third day got quiz i will wait till the third day only then i start study. like this morning i got a quiz at 7:55am but i start study at 7:45am just 10min i finish my study but thanks God i still can do cause its not very difficult, but i know its not good for me to do that...i pray in jesus name i can stand up and start study hard from now on, i pray in jesus name i will not just say it but do it in action. in jesus name i pray amen.
since start class i am starting a new life...it so busy and busy like a mesin never stop doing work. daily must have some special and must have quiz and assignment...
this few day i become more and more lazy, i started late to class. like today class started at 7:30am i woke up 7am...reached class 7:45am nasib my lecturer is not in yet...
i become more and more lazy to do homework and online even study...now my life is watching TV, sleeping, eating, going class...that it...even online i also lazy to do...
i am tired to do my study, if the third day got quiz i will wait till the third day only then i start study. like this morning i got a quiz at 7:55am but i start study at 7:45am just 10min i finish my study but thanks God i still can do cause its not very difficult, but i know its not good for me to do that...i pray in jesus name i can stand up and start study hard from now on, i pray in jesus name i will not just say it but do it in action. in jesus name i pray amen.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
just start my class two days...but really tired...thanks God i am tired...
erm...since stay here - sri maju, i never wan to sleep late cause too noisy even when just 6am ordy there is car sound and car horn sound. no need alarm also woke up... cause it is a flat house and my room face to the window and under the window is carpark. people go to work around that time so...even wan to sleep late also cant.
but if want to sleep noon time or evening time there be nice and wonderful sleep haha...no one can disturb u...cause there is no sound of horning.
hopefully this semester i might be serise about my study and put more effect in it...GAMBATTE RUTH!!!
erm...since stay here - sri maju, i never wan to sleep late cause too noisy even when just 6am ordy there is car sound and car horn sound. no need alarm also woke up... cause it is a flat house and my room face to the window and under the window is carpark. people go to work around that time so...even wan to sleep late also cant.
but if want to sleep noon time or evening time there be nice and wonderful sleep haha...no one can disturb u...cause there is no sound of horning.
hopefully this semester i might be serise about my study and put more effect in it...GAMBATTE RUTH!!!
Thursday, August 6, 2009
today i am so tired, tired, and tired lol...God be with me, and help me lord...what should i do lei....
daddy, lot of thing i need to learn and do...what u think i should and what i should not lei?
really tired to do it by myself, really God...wanna cry some time, but i can't because it is not just me alone like that. i can't do this to them also.
i pray in Jesus name, we can like a friend like that to stay together and be friends, without think about our face...just put down it. although i dun like it, but pray God teach me Lord. really pray that i had a time for you to meet with you oh my Lord. ya just as darren say rest in your grace...but how God...
daddy, lot of thing i need to learn and do...what u think i should and what i should not lei?
really tired to do it by myself, really God...wanna cry some time, but i can't because it is not just me alone like that. i can't do this to them also.
i pray in Jesus name, we can like a friend like that to stay together and be friends, without think about our face...just put down it. although i dun like it, but pray God teach me Lord. really pray that i had a time for you to meet with you oh my Lord. ya just as darren say rest in your grace...but how God...
sometime i still the same, i still miss him...
he still in my heart although the days so busy, but still i the same cant be forgetting him...
the little things that we two had done and the place we been, that situation still in my mind never forget about it.
i miss it, but dun dare to think about it.
cause i know that is impossible for me, and we are forever impossible...
i will still try my best to forget him...
sometime i do have a look at his blogger...because i think about him wanna know what he done and how he been in his uni...
although we are far but i still the same not change to think about him...
hopefully can forgot about him as soon as my class start...and busy in study then i think i can more put mind in study but not him...
some time i do hurt by what he had say to me...still the same feeling by his rejecting...
i know mostly guys dun wan gurls so......but i am who i am, i cant be the others gurls...i am ruth liew the same person as the people who know me...
I AM STILL THE SAME NO CHANGE CAN'T YOU BELIEVE ME?
really missing YOU...
he still in my heart although the days so busy, but still i the same cant be forgetting him...
the little things that we two had done and the place we been, that situation still in my mind never forget about it.
i miss it, but dun dare to think about it.
cause i know that is impossible for me, and we are forever impossible...
i will still try my best to forget him...
sometime i do have a look at his blogger...because i think about him wanna know what he done and how he been in his uni...
although we are far but i still the same not change to think about him...
hopefully can forgot about him as soon as my class start...and busy in study then i think i can more put mind in study but not him...
some time i do hurt by what he had say to me...still the same feeling by his rejecting...
i know mostly guys dun wan gurls so......but i am who i am, i cant be the others gurls...i am ruth liew the same person as the people who know me...
I AM STILL THE SAME NO CHANGE CAN'T YOU BELIEVE ME?
really missing YOU...
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
today i went out to 1 borneo with shally and i saw few baju so nice...i feel like buy it but in the end i did't buy because i takut not enough money to spend. but really this three day so tiring. but because there is Jesus i can live with out sickness's visiting. this few day, day time really hot, but night time still ok, some thing do have wing. just like today around 9 - 10 the wing so big.
last night dun know why i just can sleep lol i also 4got what happen to me but remember i just sleep and woke up and sleep really so relax and like a pig. dun know how this semester will be...going to live...its all in God hand, as everyone know that.
last night dun know why i just can sleep lol i also 4got what happen to me but remember i just sleep and woke up and sleep really so relax and like a pig. dun know how this semester will be...going to live...its all in God hand, as everyone know that.
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