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ahhhh... i almost become crazy, MUET is coming soon only have 4 time tuition and one month study how can i prepared. even if i can do it i dun think i can get 3B men!!! i really cant even think about it...lol...
ahhhh... this semester i use lot of money in my cosmetic cause need to make-up to class if not RM5 per time been catch hoh... u know i dun like to make-up last day got lecturer disipling come to our class i almost been catch MEN!! if been catch, i need to say byebye to RM5 lol.
ahhh...i still left RM... lol...but i say this semester dun want to get money from mum oh... hope that i will not asking money from mumy again she is tired also...
i know every one say study is like that, got lot of quiz and quiz; lot of assignment and assignment but i am just diploma MEN!!! its difficult for me to catch up so fast MEN!!! some more i dun really love to do lot of things in a days... i love to enjoy my day slowly to do things per day...
haih...no more the chance to slowly la...i need to gambatte...cause exam and mid-term is coming soon...
but really wanna to thanks God because he take away my worry and put peace into my heart even my sickness he take away cause he love me... when i ask for help, he help me up... i also wanna to say that he is my strength and he give me strength when i calling up to him... he is real in my jurnal of life... i know i still have lot of home work to do but he always there with me... i just need to gambatte in myself and learn to be in group with others aldol i dun like it. but i know its important to do that...
lot of lot of word wanna say, cause i think i fall in love with him lol... because he is my helper lol... he fill me when i am weak. when i was dry, he pour water upon me; when i am thristy, he gave me water; when i am lated to class, he prepared a car for me. when i worried, he took away my worry and put it upon himself. when i sad, he wap away my tears...i think i fall in love with him much much lol...