left one more subject to go...
Christmas is coming soon...
uncle and aunty going to korea today...
which is i dream for few year the place to visit and stay for...
hope that one day all my dream may come through...
but dun know if there any chance my dream may come through or not...???

start to miss home...
but my plan does not plan to go home...
hope that this year Christmas may not the same...
wish that this year have something great happen in my jurnal...
so that i may have something to written it down in this blog

left 21 days for my 21st years old...
after this i not more 21st lol...
i will become more responsive to myself and help up in family
i will need to be more independence and know how to taking care for others
cause someone is waiting me to go back and take care...
no more own life but include others in my life...
the life that i never had before and the life that i will soon to have...

what is it? how it is?i will never know...
would my dream come through or it just passing by...
i really dun know...