christmas caroling on 23rd dec

圣诞的意义是什么？？？

人，老是等到失去了，才懂得珍惜。
人，老是等到失去了，才懂得谅解。
人，老是等到失去了，才懂得错了。

为何人不能，在失去前就懂得珍惜，谅解，知错呢？
为何人不能，拥有十全十美的东西。
为何人不能，拥有十全十美的幸福。
为何人不能，拥有她/他想要得呢？

人，因为太自私，不能拥有神给的一切。
人，因为犯了错，不能拥有神给的一切。
人，因为被骗了，不能拥有神给的一切。

神，因为太爱人，他愿意牺牲一切。
神，因为爱，让人们回到他的怀抱中。
神，因为爱，让人们拥有他所赐给的一切。
神，因为爱，让人们得到他所答应的。

他是何等的爱，所有的人，
但世人们切不了解，他所做的一切。
只有信他的人，了解。
就因为如此，信他的人们因该为世人们解怀一切。

圣诞的意义，带给不同的人跟不同的意义。
世人们认为，那是一个高兴的节日。
给信他的人们，是一个纪念，耶稣在两千年以前来到世上，以圣灵的带领；
为了世人，钉死在十字架上，三天后复活。
要叫世人悔改，回到父神哪。

yeah...now a day no need to be boring lol...cause my friend he borrow me his laptop lol...hohoho...very very thank you lol...

i now can listening music, watch movie, and play facebook...hohoho...
that is what i wish for...hope that its be ok till the end of this month lol...hohoho...
love it... love it...

muaaaaakkkk.....

its boring....
who can recluse me...from this boring time...
i am waiting for someone to recluse me lol...
who will be the one lei??

if now i had any problem really dun knw who to talk to...
because actually i am alone all myself non of my friend is real...
this is the real whole that i am in right now...
non of them knw what had happen to me...
so mostly i think safe place is here lol...my blog...
cause i know my friend will not on my blog to have a look hohoho...
so i love this place...
i can spend all my day in this blogger to wrote all of this...
i love it hohoho...

holiday now, huhu...so boring i hate this sem holiday...
cause nothing i can do ma...
still at sri maju...lol...
few more day i'll be alone here...cause dun know my friend come to my house for teman me or not..
boring...laptop still in service...
some more handphone low credit cant call, cant sms...huhuhu...
:'(

today like the others day so boring at home...
so choose to not just stay at home...
so coming out to online...
tonite only then be a gud gurl lol...

why i say like that??
actually...
haha...
tomorrow i actually had one more paper lol...
but it is an easy paper then the other four lol...
so...be naughty now tonite be gud gurl...

left one more subject to go...
Christmas is coming soon...
uncle and aunty going to korea today...
which is i dream for few year the place to visit and stay for...
hope that one day all my dream may come through...
but dun know if there any chance my dream may come through or not...???

start to miss home...
but my plan does not plan to go home...
hope that this year Christmas may not the same...
wish that this year have something great happen in my jurnal...
so that i may have something to written it down in this blog

left 21 days for my 21st years old...
after this i not more 21st lol...
i will become more responsive to myself and help up in family
i will need to be more independence and know how to taking care for others
cause someone is waiting me to go back and take care...
no more own life but include others in my life...
the life that i never had before and the life that i will soon to have...

what is it? how it is?i will never know...
would my dream come through or it just passing by...
i really dun know...