Tuesday, September 22, 2009
time to enjoy
today is the very 1st day of my holiday, but i do nothing today i sleep till noon time and then watch movie.
just now around 9pm i still got do little of study but not deep into it. i know like this is not good but i will try my best to study and to enjoy my holiday cause i know when the holiday is end, i am going back to my busy life style. so i told myself now is my time to enjoy.
just now around 9pm i still got do little of study but not deep into it. i know like this is not good but i will try my best to study and to enjoy my holiday cause i know when the holiday is end, i am going back to my busy life style. so i told myself now is my time to enjoy.
Friday, September 18, 2009
ahhhh....today so happy because i just get to IP to buy my beloved cappuccino ice blended lol...so nice till i forgot to do somethings...but today to tired when i back home but no one talk to me...is ok...unless someone help me to open the door 'THANK YOU SO MUCH'.
today also is a sad day cause i found out some thing happen and i get hurt but this hurt is i did it, i made it before and now i get the pain. i know i wrong ordy can give me chance to change and be better in the future???
its pain so pain....in my heart...never mind i can restart again although its hurt and hard to do it again but i will try my best to the end of this year if i cant do it then i continue till i can do it lol...
today also is a sad day cause i found out some thing happen and i get hurt but this hurt is i did it, i made it before and now i get the pain. i know i wrong ordy can give me chance to change and be better in the future???
its pain so pain....in my heart...never mind i can restart again although its hurt and hard to do it again but i will try my best to the end of this year if i cant do it then i continue till i can do it lol...
Gambatte
sometime i think i look like a funny pig...
because of no one talk to u when u talk to anyone...
sometime they will just scored at u when they dun know the things happen are not because of u... lol...
i know i cant always put myself into my own world
sometime because of this, they dun really communicated to each others lol... this is what i learn from that.
because of i dun wan always been guide by people so i just hide myself into my own world but i found like this they would not talk to me anymore...
this because sometime when they wanted to talk to me i always act as i did not heard what they say cause i dun wan they disturb me. but now i know what i am doing before are rubbish. it hurt myself in the end.
so i cant say 'they are wrong but not me'; i should say 'i am wrong, please forgive me!'
because of no one talk to u when u talk to anyone...
sometime they will just scored at u when they dun know the things happen are not because of u... lol...
i know i cant always put myself into my own world
sometime because of this, they dun really communicated to each others lol... this is what i learn from that.
because of i dun wan always been guide by people so i just hide myself into my own world but i found like this they would not talk to me anymore...
this because sometime when they wanted to talk to me i always act as i did not heard what they say cause i dun wan they disturb me. but now i know what i am doing before are rubbish. it hurt myself in the end.
so i cant say 'they are wrong but not me'; i should say 'i am wrong, please forgive me!'
Thursday, September 17, 2009
when have a look at people birthday wish really feel so happy for them...
cause i really wish one day very one really really just remember my birthday lol...
really i am really serious to hope people remember my birthday lol...
until now not yet had anyone remember not even my baddy, or my brother, or my sister, or even my mum but i know my dad he remember just he busy and busy lol...
i really been hurt by some one when i has my 21st birthday lol...some1 say that is just a birthday ma...but it is really a meaning for me...might that i reach 21st lol...but the person really hurt me till i just stay at sabah and had my 21st in the bus wawawah...so sad ho...remember it still can cause me cry few days...hohoho...maybe the person just think about how to celebrate the person's parten birthday lol...since that i the person make me no more have faith or even trust what that person ever tell me anythings lol...
Well!!! really hope that this is my last birthday that no one remember but the rest of my life there is someone remember... even one person i also happy...
i dun wan big birthday present just one wish or belanja me MY FAVOR enough.
tell u a secret ah...MY FAVOR is...
1. chocolate + vanila ice-cream
2. cuppocino ice bledded
3. tilamitsu cheese cake
4. marble cheese cake
any of this also can ma...
:P
cause i really wish one day very one really really just remember my birthday lol...
really i am really serious to hope people remember my birthday lol...
until now not yet had anyone remember not even my baddy, or my brother, or my sister, or even my mum but i know my dad he remember just he busy and busy lol...
i really been hurt by some one when i has my 21st birthday lol...some1 say that is just a birthday ma...but it is really a meaning for me...might that i reach 21st lol...but the person really hurt me till i just stay at sabah and had my 21st in the bus wawawah...so sad ho...remember it still can cause me cry few days...hohoho...maybe the person just think about how to celebrate the person's parten birthday lol...since that i the person make me no more have faith or even trust what that person ever tell me anythings lol...
Well!!! really hope that this is my last birthday that no one remember but the rest of my life there is someone remember... even one person i also happy...
i dun wan big birthday present just one wish or belanja me MY FAVOR enough.
tell u a secret ah...MY FAVOR is...
1. chocolate + vanila ice-cream
2. cuppocino ice bledded
3. tilamitsu cheese cake
4. marble cheese cake
any of this also can ma...
:P
today can say i am just come back alive from death cause started last Friday i started to fever until yesterday i really tired and headache, and others sickness come to visit me also...i really dun like sickness but thanks God i am ok ordy.
i also want to thanks God because of this fever i learn:
- need to drink more water and sleep more
- need to read more bible and study about it
- need to pray more and love God more...
this is what i want to share...i really had the feeling of arise from death
i also want to thanks God because of this fever i learn:
- need to drink more water and sleep more
- need to read more bible and study about it
- need to pray more and love God more...
this is what i want to share...i really had the feeling of arise from death
Thursday, September 10, 2009
ahhhh....hhhh
ahhhh... i almost become crazy, MUET is coming soon only have 4 time tuition and one month study how can i prepared. even if i can do it i dun think i can get 3B men!!! i really cant even think about it...lol...
ahhhh... this semester i use lot of money in my cosmetic cause need to make-up to class if not RM5 per time been catch hoh... u know i dun like to make-up last day got lecturer disipling come to our class i almost been catch MEN!! if been catch, i need to say byebye to RM5 lol.
ahhh...i still left RM... lol...but i say this semester dun want to get money from mum oh... hope that i will not asking money from mumy again she is tired also...
i know every one say study is like that, got lot of quiz and quiz; lot of assignment and assignment but i am just diploma MEN!!! its difficult for me to catch up so fast MEN!!! some more i dun really love to do lot of things in a days... i love to enjoy my day slowly to do things per day...
haih...no more the chance to slowly la...i need to gambatte...cause exam and mid-term is coming soon...
but really wanna to thanks God because he take away my worry and put peace into my heart even my sickness he take away cause he love me... when i ask for help, he help me up... i also wanna to say that he is my strength and he give me strength when i calling up to him... he is real in my jurnal of life... i know i still have lot of home work to do but he always there with me... i just need to gambatte in myself and learn to be in group with others aldol i dun like it. but i know its important to do that...
lot of lot of word wanna say, cause i think i fall in love with him lol... because he is my helper lol... he fill me when i am weak. when i was dry, he pour water upon me; when i am thristy, he gave me water; when i am lated to class, he prepared a car for me. when i worried, he took away my worry and put it upon himself. when i sad, he wap away my tears...i think i fall in love with him much much lol...
ahhhh... this semester i use lot of money in my cosmetic cause need to make-up to class if not RM5 per time been catch hoh... u know i dun like to make-up last day got lecturer disipling come to our class i almost been catch MEN!! if been catch, i need to say byebye to RM5 lol.
ahhh...i still left RM... lol...but i say this semester dun want to get money from mum oh... hope that i will not asking money from mumy again she is tired also...
i know every one say study is like that, got lot of quiz and quiz; lot of assignment and assignment but i am just diploma MEN!!! its difficult for me to catch up so fast MEN!!! some more i dun really love to do lot of things in a days... i love to enjoy my day slowly to do things per day...
haih...no more the chance to slowly la...i need to gambatte...cause exam and mid-term is coming soon...
but really wanna to thanks God because he take away my worry and put peace into my heart even my sickness he take away cause he love me... when i ask for help, he help me up... i also wanna to say that he is my strength and he give me strength when i calling up to him... he is real in my jurnal of life... i know i still have lot of home work to do but he always there with me... i just need to gambatte in myself and learn to be in group with others aldol i dun like it. but i know its important to do that...
lot of lot of word wanna say, cause i think i fall in love with him lol... because he is my helper lol... he fill me when i am weak. when i was dry, he pour water upon me; when i am thristy, he gave me water; when i am lated to class, he prepared a car for me. when i worried, he took away my worry and put it upon himself. when i sad, he wap away my tears...i think i fall in love with him much much lol...
haih...
ya...i am tired every day every week...but i still wan to serve my lord even i am half death...
since start class i am starting a new life...it so busy and busy like a mesin never stop doing work. daily must have some special and must have quiz and assignment...
this few day i become more and more lazy, i started late to class. like today class started at 7:30am i woke up 7am...reached class 7:45am nasib my lecturer is not in yet...
i become more and more lazy to do homework and online even study...now my life is watching TV, sleeping, eating, going class...that it...even online i also lazy to do...
i am tired to do my study, if the third day got quiz i will wait till the third day only then i start study. like this morning i got a quiz at 7:55am but i start study at 7:45am just 10min i finish my study but thanks God i still can do cause its not very difficult, but i know its not good for me to do that...i pray in jesus name i can stand up and start study hard from now on, i pray in jesus name i will not just say it but do it in action. in jesus name i pray amen.
since start class i am starting a new life...it so busy and busy like a mesin never stop doing work. daily must have some special and must have quiz and assignment...
this few day i become more and more lazy, i started late to class. like today class started at 7:30am i woke up 7am...reached class 7:45am nasib my lecturer is not in yet...
i become more and more lazy to do homework and online even study...now my life is watching TV, sleeping, eating, going class...that it...even online i also lazy to do...
i am tired to do my study, if the third day got quiz i will wait till the third day only then i start study. like this morning i got a quiz at 7:55am but i start study at 7:45am just 10min i finish my study but thanks God i still can do cause its not very difficult, but i know its not good for me to do that...i pray in jesus name i can stand up and start study hard from now on, i pray in jesus name i will not just say it but do it in action. in jesus name i pray amen.
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