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Cloudy day

morning
so sleepy like pig...wawawah....i can't working la today, just dun knw why. pray that no rain when the lunch time. fren also sleepy then both of us got lot things to do so...Oh God make us fresh and wake up Oh Lord, cause we need to finish our's today job/work Lord. thank you Lord Jesus for listening my pray AMEN!

prayer

i prayer in jesus name i can finish what i am doing now before i leave, amen!

爱了解吗？

爱，你了解吗?
爱，很少人了解。
爱，能拥有幸福吗？
爱，不能完全拥有幸福。
爱一个人难吗？
爱一个人不难，只要爱自己先。
为什么？人人都为爱烦恼？
因为他们不知道爱是什么，
也因为他门的爱错反向；
比方说：
有的人爱-因为钱，
有的人爱-因为脸，
有的人爱-因为需要，
有的人爱-因为现代，
有的人爱-因为空虚，
有的人爱-因为看上，
有的人爱-因为显。
那你的爱是为了什么呢？

21/5/09

happy happy happy...i am going back KK soon, no one can control my life soon.

9:45 i call a customer and ask she receive the fax this morning i had fax, she say just receive one so i fax again and ask again whether she received she say Yes. so i told katherine she had received it.

11:35 the customer just now that i had call; calling back to katherine and say she did not received. i almost cry because i did call and she did say she received, then i told God; "God YOU must fair to me, YOU know that i had did it" then the phone rang again, the client had call again, and she say she had forgot that i have called her and she had received the brochures that i faxed. really that God still so love me and care for me and listen to my call. only then i feel better... Thanks God for listen my prayer. This happen is because they dun believe in me...haih... sakit perut again every time finish a meal sure like this. ooops...hehe...

dislike and like

i dislike gossiping - talking people bad things behind of that person;
i like people who brave to talk / tell in front of the person who did wrong.

i dislike people talk about my history always;
i like people talk about it some time.

i dislike people wordily;
but i like people remind me once in a time.

i dislike people promise and not do it;
but i am Ok with people who say it but late to do it.

i dislike people who love to angry and always talk about it after all;
but i like people who angry and forget about it.

i dislike people let me wait for long without letting me know he/she is late;
but i like people who is late and let me know when he/she could not come in time.

i can't waiting people for an hour;
but i can wait for half an hour.

i dislike people busy on others business;
i like people who help in others when there is a need.

i dislike people just do side view;
but love people stretch out he/she's hand for the needed.

i dislike people who help others with a -ve purpose;
but like people who help in +ve purpose.

19/5/09

dun know why today everything i planed to do all did do...bored just like just now i plan to ask Alice to buy me some snack in the end i decide not to waste my money. a lot things i plan and in the end think about others and not do it.

today office come a new worker my new workmate, she order than me 1 year old. i am still the younger in this office. Dun know she is friends or enemy. but i told her to preparing herself to work under Mary. i just told her that Mary wan prefect job not mass up not forgotten and barbarbar...

today alice walk here and there because she need to arrange a place to put the file for event. i know it tiring.

Joice and Katherine when out.

new people work hard to finish her 'Caring Malaysia'.

around 12 noon every1 when out for lunch.

so boring, still remember when i come in Mary never ask me are you bored or what never like this but she just in. never mind asalkan now i know people buat baik demi you adalah sekejap je, selepas dia tau kelakuan kau atau kebolehan kau, dia akan layan kau dengan lain.

this few day everytime after any meal sure my perut fill so sakit, then after that it will ok by itself; but i always pray to God for healing cause i don't wan miss my job LOL...

i dun like people gossping cause since young i heard a lot gossp in the class that why i always dont have a close friend cause other already tell them about the bad that i did not do. maybe i did but not as large as they say, they will make it bigger and bigger LOL... & they will say it until one sen i pun tak jadi.

Sakit perut again....lot3 LOL...

hopefully dad will come early this afternoon cause i dun wan to wait again it might jam if not come early LOL...

So sleepy again, haih... bored to look at the desktop LOL...just one o'clock LOL... but my coffee almost finish lei how ahhh...

haih...nada can say and do. my eyes cant open liaw ye...i am fishing ordy la.. pray today time may go fast2 LOL...now only one something...

i had told myself to continue pray for this firma even when i back to school and may come back to know the event and ask friend to join the event. this is what i had promised myself and i will try to ask the permission from Joice so that i can help up little big event the next year women conference i wan to help up maybe can ask friend to join but not really help...really wan to do so...joice is a good person i really learn lot of things from her.

haih i does wrong things again. this morning i just send the letter without the brochures...haih so malu, i am not takut or sad because of Katherine's anger; but because i did wrong again. i really feel like as quick as posible to finish my practical cause i don't wan give any trouble to the company again. i think i give lot of trouble to them. haih...i am so sorry to ur all, to Joice, Mary and Katherine and others too...so sorry.

18/5/09

this morning when my sister and i on our way to work place, i was sudden so happy because i think of my practical left one month more then i finish my practical then go back to school for study. i thanks God for i am finishing.

think back:
"last night 17/5/09"

hui li and i last night clean same part of the house of God - Bethany home. then she do a lot of cleaning i just help up and i was lazy to clean that day, but hui li persue me to do it with her, so i do so.

around 7pm i gave up and when to take my bath. then have dinner together with hui li.

around 8:30pm hui li and i, each of us cycle one bicycle and run out the house and have our three round of cycling. WOW its cool cause there is the little mountain and the wind just brow on us. hahahaha :) so nice. and we say next time wan to come and cycle again but with hui li new bicycle.

then we come home and study together...

so Sleepy

Ahhhh....
so Sleepy can i sleep a while...emm... go rest a while...
too sleepy ordy if not resting might sleeping after all...

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so bored

bored bored bored i am bored.
no one here know that i am here.
i think i am transparent.
not even one of them talk to me.
only when need my help then talk to me.
so bored, bored bored bored, some more my work cant even finish daily do the same things
haih...why i do things sure got mistake one.
bored bored bored some more cant online chatting.
bored bored bored, i am going to blind if continue like this.
bored bored bored....haih...
the whole day dun even feel like working
daily think about wanna working sure feel bored and sleeply.
they look me like i am a monster i know i cant do well why don't just giving me chance and chance cause i am a slow learner and if i learn the teacher must have patient if not what ever i learn will be a wasted.
bored bored bored...
bored bored bored...

我不是个很开朗的人；我不是很开心；也不很看开；很容易往坏的方向想事情；很容易就被感动；很容易就失去信心；很容易得回开心，不过在发生还好的事情后咯。如果是很伤我心的事情，那就很难让我原谅那人，也难忘怀，而且还会很伤心很伤心咯。是人都不喜欢被误赖，我也不喜欢，而且很不喜欢。如果我今天被误赖我会很生气、很生气，还会啐啐念个不停；半边的人会很不耐烦，还会很生气。

Father in heaven, Good morning.

Thank you father for today i still can breath the air; thank you for wonderful creature that God had made; thank you for preparing this place for me to having practical; i thank you every1 who is here before & now; thank you for God place Joyce, Mary and Katherine as my courage, my example, my leader to lead me to be a better person.

You are a God of All Knowing, All seen, All present; You are the Beginning and the end, the alpha and omega, the 1st and the last; You are the highest of the highest; You are the KING of Kings and LORD of Lords.
You are my Helper, my Healer, my Strength, my Way, my God, my Lord, my King, my Lover, my Father, my Best Friend...

I pray in Jesus Name, Father in heaven may bless all the people who bless me, & i pray bless the people who coming in this company and going out, God heal the people who in this company and no sickness come to attack them, & God give them strong spirit to serve you, what they pray for if it is God's Will i pray in Jesus Most Precious Name it will be done & Your Name be glorifry.

放手，放开所有。。。

放手，放开所有。。。
我要学习如何放手，放开所有。。。
神啊，教我如何放手，而且放开所有。。。
要不然就像micheal说的永远交不到男朋友咯！
为何要为了一棵树放弃整个森林呢，多可习啊

missssssss..........

i miss every1
miss:
1. my working frens
2. my best frens who are not here in kch
3. my best frens in kk
4. my classmate
5. my junior
6. my senior
7. my schoolmate
8. my ex roomate
9. my churchmate
10. my brothers and sisters

missss misss miss so miss you gurls and guys
想死你们了啦！：（

.....haih.... :')

ahhhh.... still got 363 piece of sheet need to finish. when can i finish it?
pray that not until the end of the practical. Amen.

need more confidence.
God created every1 in his image, so
i'm as beauty as God had created.
i'm as clever as God had created.
i'm as confidence as God had created.
i'm as strong as God had created.
i can speaking weel in front of people as God had created.
i am as lovely as God had created.

morning - 11/5/08

his is back but i don't feel as happy as when i knowing he is back soon.

when i see him just nada, but daily in good mood, like my star is back.
When he talk to me i 'll be very happy and shy.
i know daily my soul is happy and had a song in my heart - have tune in my deeper place. it sometime very sweet sometime pain. sweet- happy; he is back, he is someway near. Pain- sad; he still the same, not accepted.

time pass by very fast, he soon be back to his hometown. when he back here, i am free from working, might be stay at home and do nada. Really hope daily can even see him once, then that is more than enough for me then nada, and i 'll be very happy and have strength and energy to face my day.

i look like happy kid last night when my sis's bf bought me ice-cream, it just a little things can make me so happy it because 'asalkan dia berada di sini'.

i 'll never caught him if he wan to go, but 'll put it into my deeper place forever more. i might can accept others but not as deep as him.

Why Women Are Wonderful

Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.

They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.

They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their
family and friends.

Women have vital things to say
and everything to give.

Lady Survey

Ever cried at a movie theater? Yes Do you enjoy drama? Yes Are you a girly girl? No Last person you hugged? Joana Small or big handbags? Medium Do you think you're conceited? No Do you dress up on Halloween? No Are you double jointed? What mean by that? Where is the weirdest place you have slept? At the bus by standing Has anyone touched/smacked your butt ? Yes, my mum. Last person you hung out with? Hui li Do you call anybody by their last name? Yes, i do. Do you wear makeup? Sometimes Do you sleep in your bra? Yes Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth? Why Not Do you think Ryan Sheckler is cute? Dun know who he is. Eyeliner or Mascara? Mascara Louis Vuitton or Dooney? Neither Heels or sneakers? Heels Straight or curly hair? Straight Hoops or dangling earings? dangling Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? either Are you currently frustrated with a guy? No Do you have a best friend? Yes Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? Never Do you like your life? Not really Has your ex boyfriend ever gone out with one of your friends? No Ever walked into the guys bathroom? Yes Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? Of Course No Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't mean it? I wouldnot so easy too say out that word Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? Not even a GurL Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? Emmhem Do you believe in the saying once a cheater, always a cheater? Not at all, cause every1 had a chance to choose whether want to cheat forever or the other way. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? Of Course I do Do you ever wish you were famous? In my dream Are you currently missing someone? I think in my dream LOL :) Contacts or Glasses? Glasses :) Funny or Serious? Sometime Romantic or Daredevil? Don't Know... Cute or Hot? Green Long Hair or Short Hair? Long Hair Good Dancer or Good Singer? Good dancer Basketball Player or Football Player? Neither Why isn't ice hockey ever a choice? Not sure Smoker or Non-smoker? Of course No Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car? I am poor Summer, Winter, Spring or Fall? Summer

wonderful natural

We have wonderful nature.
why?

1. green grasses
2. red roses
3. blue skies
4. yellow sun shine
5. colorful flower
6. blue in water & sea.

it difficult to find a wonderful place which has sea, flower, sun shine, grass, tree, sky...

i like to stay at a place like this,
its wonderful and beautiful.
its colorful and shine to us human being and animal,
its shine to every thing that have breath.

the light of the sun in the morning bring hope to every creation,
the light of the moon in the night leading way to us who needed light,
the light of the star helping up the sun and moon to shine to the world.

God created this world because He love everything that he had created.
He love us - human being; more then everything else.

grasses lead us the peace in our heart.
when we feel tired, sad, worry, &...
let us sit down near the grass or lie down on the grass;
relaxing our mind, soul, spirit & our heart.
it work...and it bring you a new day again.

some1 stolen my heart

Some1 had stolen my heart long ago,
i left half of it,
make me can't even control my feeling,
it came and gone,
came and gone,
he never giving back my heart since 2 years ago.

Mummy is waiting to see who he is.
daddy is waiting to know who he is.
sister is waiting to laugh who he is.
sister is going to see who is next.
brother is waiting to laugh who is next.

The pain lost long ago,
but now come back again,
because he is near.

We had been putting into far from each,
one at west and one at east.
now we been put back together but...

One night, in the dark and quite road;
he and me walking back through the road.
not even a car pass us by,
the way is short but because it too quite the road look like long,
actually i am so happy that can walk with him.
that night is a wonderful and beautiful night.
i never forgot this night.

my heart had been stolen and no return more big at that time.
want to get back;
but heart say "hard hard hard"
when want to take back;
but heart say "pain pain pain"
when want to stole back;
but heart say "sad sad sad"
so what to do?
in the end no action can even take.

he is back

he is back...
YES! he back yesterday don't know what time...
just want to wrote down my filling now...
???
what should i say?! i dun know what i feel now...

he is back.
but soon he will back to home town.
my heart still not give up...
he is at the deeper place...
from now on no one i would tell, not even the closer one.
only God and the before this day people know it.
this will be my secret.
unless something was happening to me.
then i will tell others about it.
the feeling that i had about him still stir in my deeper place.
i can't even forget it.

it is something, stir like fire burning in heart;
not sweet, not salt, but just burn and burn.
sometime stir like water, cooling my heart;
sometime like wind, pass by my cool heart;

whenever i think of something or somebody name,
sure his name will pass by my mind,
even the face that i think of is not him.
when my heart calling out a name; sure there is his name.
even i walk through some place,
i 'll wrongly think that the guy in front me is him,
but actually not.


When i face to him my face will still become red,
my heart will still 'pop ping' very fast,
my hand will shaking,
my mind 'll blank,
my mouth can't even talk well.
what is this all about.
i tough this shouldn't happen again,
cause it's pass two years ago.

now i am 21st...
people say need to letting go,
in college i never think about it.
when ever i do,
i sleep, i read, i taking shower, i eating...
and i never let myself nothing to do or lonely,
so that i can be busy and busy and in the end forgot about it.
But....it doesn't work i am still the same,
still can be attracted by him move,
every move that he had took.

i always told myself even one day older or one year older;
one second, one minute, one hour younger also no way.
but here he is not even one year older then me.

Christine and Ruth
(are she "christine" look like fan wen fang?) 8-)

Ruth, Alice, Karthiyan, Florence