want to ask why?

in my life i am not always asking y to myself. cause i don't care what is happening to me in the future. but now people make me think a lot and make me wanna to know myself more...

i want to ask y? Why? No matter, I do every thing, they will say that I am someone else who give lot of trouble. Even if I do good. However, I do not think I was someone giving lot of trouble. I only know that what i am doing was meaningful to others and myself. Maybe people don't think so.